Life's passion and the single life

I forgot how blogging/writing always made me feel. I get that sense of relief that you never really get from communicating with a person. Maybe because half the time I'm not looking for a response or advice...I just need to let it out.

I'm still trying to figure out what the hell I want to do with my career and if I go back to school what I'm going to major in. I was thinking about trying to write comedic scripts for television sitcoms but I don't know if I'm that great of a writer to begin with...I've got the ideas but I don't know if I'll be any good at translating that to paper. I love art and drawing but once again...I'm not fully committed to doing it full time. God why am I such a slacker! Then there is the whole I just want to pick up and go with Alicia to South America and live there for 6 months. Travel to a bunch of countries and just hike everywhere; do more self discovery. Why not? You only live once right?

Now to more exciting things...being single. I'm definitely getting used to it and really falling in love with well...myself. I love that I'm doing the things I want and that there is so much possibility. Not that there wasn't when I was in a relationship, but it's just that in a relationship...your focus is all on making it work for everyone and building your life together. I really miss things about being with some one obviously the sex and just having a companion, but I'm really enjoying learning about my strengths and just trying to be the best representative of myself. I'm meeting so many people and I feel like a social butterfly...except working a lot has been restraining me from flying very far.

I've experienced so much in these past 8 months than I have since high school. Things that you'd think I shouldn't be proud of but I totally am. Like meeting people at parties and kissing them, finally getting that tattoo I always wanted, dancing at fun clubs with people I love and to music I'm passionate about, meeting people online and going on dates, trying to learn Spanish (which was a fail, but I'm going to try again), going to networking events for Lush and meeting new people by just walking up and talking to them. Especially my favorite is building relationships with my friends and spending time with lots of different people. My family of course is major important to me but they will always be around and right now I'm focusing on getting my social life strong, my family bonds are strong already...although I've hit a few rough patches I know we'll always all care about each other.

Well this is a good start...need to practice my creative writing skills...but I don't think blogging will help. Maybe I'll create a special blog that's a story line of some sort.